i've been looking forward to sat coz i finally can go to my delayed and delayed library trip le...
however... things to be sudden....
a story to be shared and things tt i've learnt....

Cautions: this story is veri long so if u no time den nxt time read bahz...

this time main character is Ms A, Mr B, Ms C( not 3 or wadever angle relationship)

C is watching her fav cartoon at 10sth when her friend A suddenly called...

3 ways to noe sth is wrong with ur friend:
1. he/she called u in a veri hoarse voice asking u to check hp
2. u got 10 miss call within 10mins
3. u got 2 sms asking to meet he/she now and cannot ask ani reason

C being a keen learner in phsycology immedaitely have a vauge idea...
but wait....
A n B is always having a gd relationship so no...
no way is tt goin to happen....
but no matter what...
C being a veri good friend still went to meet her...
the sight of A seems to comfirm C's suspicions....
swollen eyes with tears still brimming and a voice which seems to be unspeakable...
but C still wants to wait for A to tell her...
A told C of her terrible nite and the pain she went through....
though C is mentally prepare but she still dono wad to do...
she is completely inexperiece man.......
so she followed A till 3pm to do stupid things...

5 things ur ex-bf/gf will do when u juz dump him/ her:
1. go to ur hse and sit at the staircase inhope tt u will come out for dono wad
2. go to the place u work and look at u
3. walk aimlessly so tt can bump into u
4. eat favourite things and tink tt it taste totally disgusting
5. go to once fav haunts and tink of the beautiful memories

since C hadn't stead b4 thus no break experience...
she decided to ask one of her guy friend wad is guys tinking...
but her friend ask so mani times also dono how to ans...
so C give advice like wad books sae...
and sometimes sae the wrong things... haiz...
A decide to tok abt past the happy memories...
C knew tt it is time to do sth....

5 things to do if u r kana dump:
1. eat ice-cream/ chocolate ( but in only last for a while nia)
2. go some ulu place eg. west coast park and shout all the bad points off tt idotic brat
3. sing songs at the middle of the road
4. i tink this wan quite good... DANG QIU QIAN!!! ( side effects: dizziness)
5. cry lorx... god make tears foe wad... but aft crying to ur heart contend don cry for tt kind of ungrateful brat...

so C went out from 11 to 8 sth...
after sending distressing A home...

C waited till 2am to see how's A goin on...
coz she is cotacting B to make her final hard work...
and save this fail relationship...
but it still fail....

C did somesort of thinkings and aft reading a love story she came to the following conclusions..

C always loves to ask ppl wad is the diff b/w love and like....
this book ans the qn:
单纯的欣赏叫喜欢
所以,喜欢一个人是快乐的........
无法克制的想占有, 称之为爱
所以,爱一个人却是痛苦的......
或许,
作为一个暗恋者
会比那些相恋者要快乐许多......

personally i tink wad the book sae is veri accurate...
i already ling wu this statement 3yrs ago...
i donid anione to remind me i nv stead b4 but i donid to go through it...
i got eyes and ears...
thus i tink it muz be a millions years b4 i dare to step out coz i hate to fail...
but sth is wrong with this statement too...
i mean if having a relationship is lousier than secretly in love den wad are the rest of the world doing...
imagine everyone also onli an lian and don stead...
but ppl... another thing i learn is wad is real love.....

zhen ai is not tong ku de...
ai is onli tong ku when u don understand it...
love is sth like a busy shop...
u need 2 ppl to tend this shop....
when u onli have one person tending it...
tt one person might be too busy and cannot handle all small things...
so those having stead...
pls zhen xi wad u have and don put every blame and resposibility on ur stead...
they are ur stead not ur slave...
and pls trust ur stead...
u can gain trust my hidding nth....
trust is difficult to gain but easily lose so muz take good care of it...
haha... end of lesson... bye~~~

ps: goin for chalet for till nxt thurs so miz me can call me... haha....

thinking of u at
12:55 pm